Butterfly Girl

Daily learning to fly....

Monday, February 19, 2007

Blog? Oh yea....I do have one of these. I read my friend's blogs...and then I realize that they need some reading material too. I havent been much on the computer lately. I check my myspace here and there...but I need to comment back to people before they dont want to be my friend....but I havent had much time to do that lately. Time flies by. Shelly just blogged about this....and she is so right. I feel like I have so much to do and no time. I was thinking this morning about keeping a log of what I do with my time...probably wont....but I know there is time somewhere that I am wasting. First....at work. I KNOW I am blessed to have a job!!....but this 5 day a week...8 hour a day thing....keeps me from living the kind of life I would like. haha! That sounds so funny! And even funnier cause I wont be changing that anytime soon. I am going to school so I can do something different...but I will still have to work. I would like to organize my room and my boxes in the basement...but I really dont want to and with the schedule I keep....when I am home I want to rest or watch tv. Ahh...TV....that is a life stealer! I enjoy TV...but I gotta stop watching it as much. I am not home that often and when I am, I just want to turn off my phone and be a hermit in my bed by the TV. God is beginning to show me some alternatives that I am going to be doing so that I can be more balanced. I am excited about it. And I want to follow through. The real joy in my life is relationships....and I need to make more time for them. I have a small circle of people I am able to talk to on the regular...but I have so many that I want to be with more. That is the real point of life, isnt it? People will not be around forever...and I want to savor them while I have them. The dust will come back....there will always be more clothes to wash....and there will always be a new TV show to watch....but the people in my life are the real treasures. Believe me I know that...just need more time. :) haha! Dont we all....

Good to blog again.....but I am sure after reading this you have got to be thinking....WOW THAT WAS RANDOM! I think most of my blogs tend to be VERY random. Just a good way to see what my brain does to me ALL DAY LONG. The above is a small glimpse of that! Jesus help me! haha!!!