Wednesday morning thoughts......

I need to take better care of myself. I let myself fall down toward the bottom of the list...and I need to care for my life spiritually and physically. Please pray for me in this area.....this is very important.

I am blessed to have some pretty great girlfriends. It is a joy to have women in my life that I know care about me and are here for me. Thank you ladies. You are my joy.....

I finally get some time with Jordan today. Excited for that.

Kristie H wants to get a place together (me too)....roomates.....of course she wants to live with me....who wouldnt? haha. Though I am not sure I even like living with me. :)

I am a part of the worship team tonight. Great group of people to sing with. The special we are doing is awesome.

I have an A in Spanish right now. Wow. Cant believe that....but I am so excited!! This going to school thing is not easy though. It takes more time outta my life than I want. But I know it is what I need to do.

It is really great that everyday God gives me a do-over. I dont think I always take advantage of that but I am today. I need to slow down enough to let God speak and calm my spirit daily. Each day goes by sooo fast.....but I need to be more present in the moments. Think about what I am thinking about and think about what I am eating. Think about the Joy of the moment.

I have a yummy green apple to eat in the next few hours....with some peanut butter.....yum.

I miss Aaron. Gosh I love that kid.

Stacey and Steve are on vacation. I am sooooo happy for them. Praying for you guys!

Payday tomorrow. :) Greys Anatomy re-run :(

I get to sing some cool things for GOC and I am SOOOO excited! Thank you Lord for good gifts.

I hope I get to be married one day and have kids.

I want to be debt free.

I need a laptop.

Halloween is almost here....which means Thanksgiving is almost here....which means GOC is almost here....which means Christmas is almost here....which means New Years is almost here...which means Isreal is almost here!!!....which means my friend Katie's wedding is almost here!!.....which means I need to slow down....make healthy choices.....and allow God the room and availability to heal me. Lots of great things in life to be thankful for and I dont want to miss a moment feeling insignificant or "not good enough cause I am not thin". That is such a struggle for me. We all have struggles and that is my battle. But I trust God to show me the way.....today.