OK...I am back. :)

Just one thought for the day. I am hoarse today cause the monitor in the Underground was messed up and I over sang and didnt know I was. (that is a whole story in itself...and it is so frustrating...so I will keep those thoughts private) I am pretty bummed today. I am supposed to lead tonight and my heart is sad about it. So I am just thinking today....I hardly EVER hear people that are not singers or speakers getting strained voices....but I see that for my friends a lot. I know that the other people I know probably dont use their voices like singers or whatever but they yell and talk loud and stuff....but I dont usually see them loose their voices.

Well, I dont know....I just think there is something more to it.

I know I have to be smart about my voice. It is NOT who I am.....I KNOW that.....but it is so much a part of me. Just singing in my car or in my room....it is my love language with God. It is one of my major connects to Him. And one of the MAJOR ways that I serve him. I want it back. Lord, please heal me. I dont take it for granted. I thank you for the gift you have given me. It is my privilege to serve you and your church. I love you.