Ever have one of those day where you feel like a million feelings are going through you at one time? I am feeling so many things today. Just tons of thoughts.....so as one of my friends does in his journal.....I will list them below.
-I am worried about my finances. I just got paid and I dont know how to make it for 2 weeks.
-Israel....should be excited but worried about paying for it and how not to get in mega-debt cause of it.
-Tired....wish I had summer vacation.
-Lonely.....and needy. I have great people in my life.....but I feel distant from them. My issue, not theirs. Makes my heart hurt.
-I feel old.
-Thinking about my recording stuff....waiting......?? Ready to start.
-Dont feel good about me.....the special I am singing this weekend is my story.

UPDATE: 3:25 PM
Amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me.....
It is so great how God can take a gloomy day and return it to a Blue Sky. Amen! I just went to a meeting for my department at work and was asked while at the meeting to share about my Australia trip. Even though I was nervous to get up in front of everyone...I did. And it was a blast. Everyone was laughing and having a great time. I started it by saying how amazing it even was that my friend Jim would bless me with this trip! And was able to share about Hillsong Church and the blessing that God and Darlene have had on my life and ministry. It was so fun. Afterward, people came up to me and said how great it was and that I have a gift to speak. That was so sweet and I felt like God used these words in my life. My good friend Tina came up to me and said people were raving to her about it and that they didnt want it to end. To top it all off.....my manager said that she wants me to share again and her boss wants me to come share that story with his group. God is good. Even when I have a hard day.....he is good. And even if none of this happened HE IS GOOD. I love Him with my WHOLE life. Thank you Lord for loving me. Well, I am off to go love some junior highers from Rustproof at church tonight. Pray for students to come to know JESUS! He is where true life begins.